When people say nice things about you, even knowing that the half of that things are not true but you still want to hear it because you need it and it feels so good the fact that someone else say that kind of things that you need to hear, you know.. nice things, but should I worry If I want to hear that very often? or Is just that I’m very insecure so is like I really need to hear that to cheer me up?.. yes I didn’t sleep all the night so I was thinking.. I’m those kind of person who likes make other people smile and I enjoy that, but where’s that person for me?.. I mean in “the real life” because I know that you’re wonderful.. I know that and I mean it!

I was thinking too in the circle of friends, you can always find someone who makes the jokes, the one who is very sensitive, the one who is very talkative, etc.. but there’s someone who always is there quiet and listening to the others and when I think in that, I see myself in that position, I’m not a victim not at all.. I enjoy be that person but sometimes I’d like to be somone different you know.. someone who stands out from the others, I don’t why I’m writing this.. I just.. I need it.